Laid back expat looking for sperm loving friend, Pattaya – 45

Mostly straight guy here, I love women and only date women and nothing will ever change that. I am also open minded however, and a buddy a long time ago back home taught me that having a friend who in secret loves to suck your cock and drink your sperm whenever you need him to… can actually be quite a nice thing as well!

I’ve always had a big cum fetish, and felt that there was nothing hotter to watch in pornos then girls gulping down big loads. There’s just something undeniably erotic and hot about cum feeding and cum swallowing! Years ago back home, I knew another friend who felt the same way about cum but also craved to be the one swallowing it.

So we would get together when time permitted, just for the sole purpose of me feeding him big, thick, creamy, multi day loads of cum! Which he always enjoyed. We also experimented with taking very close-up videos of me pumping big loads into his mouth, and him showing them off before gulping them down, just like in the porn movies. I never have enjoyed gay porn, but I really did enjoy watching my own big loads get sucked up and swallowed.

My friend was submissive and loved to let me use his mouth however I needed, until I just couldn’t take it anymore and then he would always diligently make sure to suck out and catch every drop of sperm and gulp it down. I’ve really missed this friendship while living here, and I’m wondering if there’s any chance I could find another friend who would be interested in picking up where me and my buddy back home left off.